I wrote this devotional in the spring of 2015. This is an
edited version that I wish to share with you:
We all wear masks, some more elaborate than others. Some are
different in colors and some are different in sizes. All masks are different,
but they all have one thing in common. Every person is afraid to take off his
or her own mask for a fear of being judged, the fear of being shamed or
rejected. Whatever the fear maybe, it is remarkable of what happens after our
masks are removed. They reveal that that we all have scars. Each and every one
of us has the exact same scars as each other. Some think the scars are from
being hurt. Hurt from others, hurt from ourselves, hurt from things we have no
control over. But it doesn't matter where the hurt comes from. Because it does
not matter where the hurt comes from, it matters that people have the scars.
But these scars are not a walk of shame, but rather a reminder that we are all
connected to each other by having the same scars. We would not have realized
that we are connected to each other by having the same scars if we didn't have
the courage to take off our masks. So the connectivity we have for one another
thrives from the ability to be vulnerable. Vulnerability and taking off our
masks is what makes us human.
So, I’m not really afraid or nervous about my YAV year. I
know this path is the right one for me. I know that this year will help me grow
in my courage to be vulnerable with people, vulnerable with the YAVs, Dwellers,
and other people from the LA/Hollywood community. All we can do as humans is be
real and boldly love people. To me, that is what this year is about, learning
to be real with people despite our scars.
I remember the first version of that devotional. You've come a long way from the girl who was afraid to remove the mask! Now you're authentic and real...and that's about the most beautiful thing a person can be. Love you, proud of you, and can't wait to follow your journey via the blog and lots of texts and phone calls...right?
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